I love my city.

I love my city.

posted : Friday, March 29th, 2013

If you feel ugly on the inside, make yourself pretty on the outside.

If you feel ugly on the inside, make yourself pretty on the outside.

posted : Saturday, March 9th, 2013

All done! :) My best friend is amazing. Thank you for this gift, and everything else you do for me. I love you til infinity @bnasty

All done! :) My best friend is amazing. Thank you for this gift, and everything else you do for me. I love you til infinity @bnasty

posted : Saturday, March 9th, 2013

And I be gettin’ high just to balance out my lows.

And I be gettin’ high just to balance out my lows.

posted : Friday, February 1st, 2013

posted : Wednesday, October 31st, 2012

Raw.

Raw.

posted : Friday, September 14th, 2012

“ Fuck you, migraine. Fuck you, broken heart.

(Source: br33bles)

posted : Monday, August 27th, 2012

I never intended for things to be this way

A home, collapsed to such shambles

A mess of sweat, minds, and misery

You crumbled my once-mighty being to that of less than a whole human

Until I was merely a reflection of all the pieces of you that you were never strong enough to embrace

Were you embarrased of me?

Or was that fear I saw living behind your tricky gentle gaze?

Fear that I could destroy you

Fear that you may have met your ultimate match

For months, I triumphed

We triumphed

My bi-polar streak cured itself and my brain was clear

Not once did the ink of sorrow bleed from my wrists

Happy people cannot write, you see

For they are far too engulfed in their damn six foot smiles that the world stops turning around them

You stopped my world from turning

You stripped me of my ability to pour words onto paper in strings of release

The power to ease my self-destructive mind

My only escape

I never intended for things to be with way

A home, collapsed to such shambles

I guess I just love language more than humanity

posted : Sunday, August 26th, 2012

“ If I had a mother fuckin’ dollar for every time a guy told me it’s “really too bad” that I’m gay. …um no it’s fuckin’ not. it’s fuckin’ fantastic and it’s who the fuck I am so fuck the fuck off. Kthanksbaiiiiiii

(Source: br33bles)

posted : Wednesday, August 15th, 2012

Memory

I’m not sure why I don’t remember

Why pieces of my memory, of me, are just missing

Like a safe key, so worn down that the teeth can’t re-assume their form

Alas, this key cannot serve its purpose

Did I do this to myself?


I remember waiting

You never failed to fail

Criss-cross I sat, in the middle of the street

Hoping some unsuspecting station wagon would run me over

Just another human speed bump conquered

I remember being alone

Watching the jumble of colors consume the sky

Burnt orange and yellow

Peace by sunset

Why months passed between night fall…

I don’t know

Were you ever there?

You smelled of cinnamon and tobacco

Oh, how those scents repelled me

Your house…was always dark

Do you smile with the lights off?

This home is merely a reflection of my rib cage

Dingy and decaying

"Once you can’t remember the last time you’ve eaten, it’s not so depressing anymore"

I heard you mutter that once or twice

I’m not sure why I don’t remember

The light behind these eyes comes and goes as it pleases

Merely a flicker of hope, no more

What I see I can hardly control

Please, find a fresh soul to taunt

You’ve stolen everything I am

I’m not sure when I began to forget…

But I don’t want to remember 

(Source: br33bles)

posted : Wednesday, August 15th, 2012

My brain is merely a make-shift box of jumbled emotions.

It orders me to drag my feet

Constantly bear the simplest of scowls

Angry for reasons I don’t understand

Infuriated because I can’t explain

Words stick to the insides of my lips

Fierce, harsh, rough….uncomfortable as hell

Sanity lies in my isolation and solitude

Only the bane of my existence

I wish I could cut my own heart out

Just another pulsating mortal reminder

My chest could be no less hollow than it’s current withering state

I don’t fear you.

Eat me alive.

(Source: br33bles)

posted : Tuesday, August 7th, 2012

posted : Wednesday, July 25th, 2012

And you’ll never catch me up here ;)

And you’ll never catch me up here ;)

posted : Saturday, June 16th, 2012

posted : Tuesday, April 24th, 2012

“ I need a smoking buddy for today….Seattle, what the fuck’s up?!

(Source: br33bles)

posted : Thursday, April 19th, 2012